Monday, March 30, 2009

i hate you LA parking enforcement.

so last month i was rudely awaken by my car being towed in front of my house for a few unpaid parking tickets (7 to be exact)...
$1000 and several hours later, i have my car back in my possession...

vowing NEVER to get another parking ticket again and thinking i was free from all debt to the parking enforcement, i just get a phone call from my dad
"i just got a notice in the mail for an unpaid ticket for your car"
my reaction is... "what the fuck?! i paid them all off the day we went in to rescue my car"
baffled by this, i do some investigating.​.​.​ the ticked was issued 2/17.. the day my car was towed.

apparently... the $750 i paid for my tickets didn't include the one that caused for my car to be towed away.

what the fuck LA parking enforcement.
i hate you.
and i owe you $50.
fmylife.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Today

Is just one of those days...
I feel so... sad. I don't understand why..
No, I do, I just don't want to face it


All I want right now... Is a fat bowl, my gay husband, and some good food.


On a better note, my best friend is coming down from NorCal today.. She'll be here in a matter of hours...
I need her right now.
She always knows what to do.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

maybe its just because...

it's "that time of month" for me
but whenever i know that you are feeling sick... no matter how busy i am... i will always check in on you
but have you asked me ONCE how i feel
no

where do i go from here
im getting really sick of putting so much when i get NOTHING back.

ugh. i am so pissy today.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

the day i waited a year for..

and im not sure how i feel.

maybe it's because i know you're not going to make an effort to make this work, despite your promises to me.
or maybe because it's finally coming clear that you and i are no more...
i don't want to believe it, but i can't continue to pretend that everything is okay.

i don't deserve to be treated as an option when you are my priority.
"no one deserves to be treated that way. so even if [i] love her with [my] entire heart, with every fiber of [my] being, and with so much passion that it hurts to think about it... [i] need to forget what [i] want and remember what [i] deserve."

happy(?) anniversary
don't expect flowers
cause their not coming this time.

Monday, January 12, 2009

childhood.







this all just makes me smile.
i love annie.

Friday, December 26, 2008

i'll love you

forever...
I'll like you for always...
As long as I'm living...






my baby you'll be.