Is just one of those days...
I feel so... sad. I don't understand why..
No, I do, I just don't want to face it
All I want right now... Is a fat bowl, my gay husband, and some good food.
On a better note, my best friend is coming down from NorCal today.. She'll be here in a matter of hours...
I need her right now.
She always knows what to do.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
maybe its just because...
it's "that time of month" for me
but whenever i know that you are feeling sick... no matter how busy i am... i will always check in on you
but have you asked me ONCE how i feel
no
where do i go from here
im getting really sick of putting so much when i get NOTHING back.
ugh. i am so pissy today.
but whenever i know that you are feeling sick... no matter how busy i am... i will always check in on you
but have you asked me ONCE how i feel
no
where do i go from here
im getting really sick of putting so much when i get NOTHING back.
ugh. i am so pissy today.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
the day i waited a year for..
and im not sure how i feel.
maybe it's because i know you're not going to make an effort to make this work, despite your promises to me.
or maybe because it's finally coming clear that you and i are no more...
i don't want to believe it, but i can't continue to pretend that everything is okay.
i don't deserve to be treated as an option when you are my priority.
"no one deserves to be treated that way. so even if [i] love her with [my] entire heart, with every fiber of [my] being, and with so much passion that it hurts to think about it... [i] need to forget what [i] want and remember what [i] deserve."
happy(?) anniversary
don't expect flowers
cause their not coming this time.
maybe it's because i know you're not going to make an effort to make this work, despite your promises to me.
or maybe because it's finally coming clear that you and i are no more...
i don't want to believe it, but i can't continue to pretend that everything is okay.
i don't deserve to be treated as an option when you are my priority.
"no one deserves to be treated that way. so even if [i] love her with [my] entire heart, with every fiber of [my] being, and with so much passion that it hurts to think about it... [i] need to forget what [i] want and remember what [i] deserve."
happy(?) anniversary
don't expect flowers
cause their not coming this time.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Friday, December 26, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
2 feet of snow
it's definitely a white chirstmas here in hailey, idaho.
so cold, but so beautiful.
santa was good to me this year.
got everything i asked for...
my juicy perfume
ugg boots
bras
elf
little camera
hello kitty activity book.
i miss everyone back home.
but ill be back in 5 days.
i love escaping and getting away
i need to do this more often.
i wish i had time.
but i hope everyone had a great, amazing, fun filled, blessed, happy, magical christmas.
we all may be a year older, but keep the christmas spirit alive.
smile.
<3
so cold, but so beautiful.
santa was good to me this year.
got everything i asked for...
my juicy perfume
ugg boots
bras
elf
little camera
hello kitty activity book.
i miss everyone back home.
but ill be back in 5 days.
i love escaping and getting away
i need to do this more often.
i wish i had time.
but i hope everyone had a great, amazing, fun filled, blessed, happy, magical christmas.
we all may be a year older, but keep the christmas spirit alive.
smile.
<3
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