it's "that time of month" for me
but whenever i know that you are feeling sick... no matter how busy i am... i will always check in on you
but have you asked me ONCE how i feel
no
where do i go from here
im getting really sick of putting so much when i get NOTHING back.
ugh. i am so pissy today.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
the day i waited a year for..
and im not sure how i feel.
maybe it's because i know you're not going to make an effort to make this work, despite your promises to me.
or maybe because it's finally coming clear that you and i are no more...
i don't want to believe it, but i can't continue to pretend that everything is okay.
i don't deserve to be treated as an option when you are my priority.
"no one deserves to be treated that way. so even if [i] love her with [my] entire heart, with every fiber of [my] being, and with so much passion that it hurts to think about it... [i] need to forget what [i] want and remember what [i] deserve."
happy(?) anniversary
don't expect flowers
cause their not coming this time.
maybe it's because i know you're not going to make an effort to make this work, despite your promises to me.
or maybe because it's finally coming clear that you and i are no more...
i don't want to believe it, but i can't continue to pretend that everything is okay.
i don't deserve to be treated as an option when you are my priority.
"no one deserves to be treated that way. so even if [i] love her with [my] entire heart, with every fiber of [my] being, and with so much passion that it hurts to think about it... [i] need to forget what [i] want and remember what [i] deserve."
happy(?) anniversary
don't expect flowers
cause their not coming this time.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Friday, December 26, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
2 feet of snow
it's definitely a white chirstmas here in hailey, idaho.
so cold, but so beautiful.
santa was good to me this year.
got everything i asked for...
my juicy perfume
ugg boots
bras
elf
little camera
hello kitty activity book.
i miss everyone back home.
but ill be back in 5 days.
i love escaping and getting away
i need to do this more often.
i wish i had time.
but i hope everyone had a great, amazing, fun filled, blessed, happy, magical christmas.
we all may be a year older, but keep the christmas spirit alive.
smile.
<3
so cold, but so beautiful.
santa was good to me this year.
got everything i asked for...
my juicy perfume
ugg boots
bras
elf
little camera
hello kitty activity book.
i miss everyone back home.
but ill be back in 5 days.
i love escaping and getting away
i need to do this more often.
i wish i had time.
but i hope everyone had a great, amazing, fun filled, blessed, happy, magical christmas.
we all may be a year older, but keep the christmas spirit alive.
smile.
<3
Sunday, December 21, 2008
have you ever?
just wanted to start over?
go back to beginning?
would you do anything different?
would you have given yourself the way that you did?
would you have said "i love you" with so much sincerity?
would you have given out so much of your heart, its not even beating in your chest any longer?
knowing what you know now,
the feelings you've felt
the pain
the happiness
the joy
the bliss
the laughs
the tears
would you go back and stop it all?
go back to beginning?
would you do anything different?
would you have given yourself the way that you did?
would you have said "i love you" with so much sincerity?
would you have given out so much of your heart, its not even beating in your chest any longer?
knowing what you know now,
the feelings you've felt
the pain
the happiness
the joy
the bliss
the laughs
the tears
would you go back and stop it all?
i know youre the one.
It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway
I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you
I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway
I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you
I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life
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