i'll love you

forever...
I'll like you for always...
As long as I'm living...






my baby you'll be.

2 feet of snow

it's definitely a white chirstmas here in hailey, idaho.
so cold, but so beautiful.


santa was good to me this year.
got everything i asked for...
my juicy perfume
ugg boots
bras
elf
little camera
hello kitty activity book.


i miss everyone back home.
but ill be back in 5 days.


i love escaping and getting away
i need to do this more often.
i wish i had time.


but i hope everyone had a great, amazing, fun filled, blessed, happy, magical christmas.
we all may be a year older, but keep the christmas spirit alive.
smile.
<3

have you ever?

just wanted to start over?
go back to beginning?


would you do anything different?
would you have given yourself the way that you did?
would you have said "i love you" with so much sincerity?
would you have given out so much of your heart, its not even beating in your chest any longer?


knowing what you know now,
the feelings you've felt
the pain
the happiness
the joy
the bliss
the laughs
the tears
would you go back and stop it all?

i know youre the one.

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

into the frozen tundra.

just got into idaho this afternoon after a dreadful day at the airport.
as if leaving sandra wasn't hard enough..
- flights delayed
- engine 1 doesnt work
- changing planes
- its freezing
- flying
- 22 degree weather
- the airlines losing my snowboard
- then.. 2 degree weather
haha

as much as it all sucks i am in bed and all nice and warm.
i get to have a white christmas!

i miss my little stewart at home.
i miss my little mamas.
i miss my core 4.
^_^


i love when i get random phone calls from my drunk friends
they make me happy
because they fully express their love for me
and i love to hear that people love me
haha
love you mike!


goodnight moon.
goodnight world.

the things i love.

Sometimes I feel like there ins't enough positivity around so here is a list of the things that i love and that make me get thru a day.













just smile.