maybe its just because...

it's "that time of month" for me
but whenever i know that you are feeling sick... no matter how busy i am... i will always check in on you
but have you asked me ONCE how i feel
no

where do i go from here
im getting really sick of putting so much when i get NOTHING back.

ugh. i am so pissy today.

the day i waited a year for..

and im not sure how i feel.

maybe it's because i know you're not going to make an effort to make this work, despite your promises to me.
or maybe because it's finally coming clear that you and i are no more...
i don't want to believe it, but i can't continue to pretend that everything is okay.

i don't deserve to be treated as an option when you are my priority.
"no one deserves to be treated that way. so even if [i] love her with [my] entire heart, with every fiber of [my] being, and with so much passion that it hurts to think about it... [i] need to forget what [i] want and remember what [i] deserve."

happy(?) anniversary
don't expect flowers
cause their not coming this time.

childhood.

this all just makes me smile.
i love annie.